The (+) sign used below separating some is for denoting where they were written back-to-back, and thus occassionally show an idea building, like different wagons on a train of thought; separate and self-enclosed yet connecting in a given direction. Sometimes it shows that slow progression or building of an idea, sometimes it just shows different aspects of same idea or what idea I was reaching after in different ways, and sometimes there is no connection at all really, but were just written at the same time. I also used many fragments of paragraphs since this became way-too-big but note where a fragment is used with (......) to show there originally was more to it and that it was cut down, and clicking on it should show the original.

Also while sorting this out, I noted some of my favorite one-liner ideas (one or two short sentences usually) and built the "Quickies" collection at the same time for a much quicker read which also cuts across all the notes from beginning-to-end, the only other re-compliation which covers all of them.

OK. This was the original intent: Combining multple center-out perspectives of different consciousnesses, their beliefs, and of differing past notions of yourself and your purpose over time, as well as different center-out locations as sharing properties (other types of centers) in common. (Many of below somewhat match that)

We try to hold on to certain times and people and want to experience their company or similar times over and over but the story must change, evolve, or grow or the meaning or purpose, if any, if you choose to ascribe meaning or purpose to it, will be lost completely. Meaning is ascribed or assessed in looking back and summing up the differences and discrepancies over where you came from. Where you may be headed , its meaning if any, has not been decided yet. As long as life continues, everything and their meanings are open to revision and reinterpretation. 

You simply watch it grow and try to imagine how it might seem to others from different angles or perspectives they might cast upon it. You can visualize some of these perspectives yourself over time, moving from one to another, adding them up mentally one by one, then snap them momentarily all back into the present to see how it would seem all at once at the same time through different points in space instead of different points in time.                                                             From the PreNotes
   
The full circles are always filled in but experience means to experience them separately one at a time. To experience every objects positive or limited nature, we must temporarily put aside or out of mind for the moment its negative nature, or everything else's potentially positive nature which actual things don't seem to have. Though everything can potentially be or be seen as anything else, one must pick one aspect to see or be to experience it at all. Everything in that one half is constantly seen as lacking but this seeming lacking (of) something or negativeness is the only thing creating its positive nature. To completely merge at once with it would annihilate both into the only two numbers which are real from one perspective and all others (from that perspective are) imaginary, zero and infinity. From the opposite "halves" like us ways of seeing, the numbers in between are the only real ones and those two (zero and infinity) are imaginary. Your "here" needs a "there", your past needs a future, matter needs emptiness around it to be matter or the universe would be a solid chunk of matter stretching to infinity with no room for anything in it. Everything to exist needs to pick one aspect to see over the other and thus experience itself as having existence apart from everything else (it is still connected to). What we pick to see or experience or (to) have be, we call positive and real and everything not that we seem to be or are directly experiencing negative or outside of ourselves or (outside of) our experiences, and the currently not real. Matter does not distort space/time as it grows closer to it but creates space/time as an inverse the further you travel outside or away from it.                                                                                       From the PreNotes The more directions matter tries to push out into at once, the more the inverse of that force is needed to hold it together which must double back on itself both in reverse proportion to its dimensions in each of those directions, and to its number of dimensions at large. This is compounded again for each of the numbers of its dimensions as those inverse forces by how (they) overlap each other in each of its dimensions. Passing through the inverse forces creates or requires the absence of space and time to create or return the balance to the system as every objects inverse fields (are) creating space and time locally around them as well. Thus when two objects pass each other, their negative inverse fields creating a space/time event affecting both similar to but weaker than how different dimensional levels of their own existences double up on each other many times more compressed in their own internal makeup   The more one affects others, the more one becomes affected by those effects of how one has (or will) affect(ed) others.                    From the PreNotes

"Timeline surfer, reality tourist" defined. NOT in the sense of passing through others' less pleasant realities for enjoyment but in the sense that we are constantly passing through others realities and only barely perceiving them in the slightest though we are helping to define them as well.....                                       From the PreNotes
 

Triplanes of sight

Scientists who think they are smart because they realize every point in space is actually equally galactically speaking where the Big Bang occurred because everything is moving away from everything else, ought to long ago (have) realized from a 4D viewpoint the opposite view  would also apply, that everything is SIMUTANEOUSLY moving toward the same point in space as well. Once you understand that, it is not a reach to consider every moment to be the same moment extending forwards and backwards away from it in time as well. The rest is all  perception on where and when you perceive that you are.

Suck sealed straws between heres and theres. 2D equivalent is R.R. tracks

A photon not only has a definite location after hitting something pulling it into definite space, it also rewrites or writes a definite path toward that location into the past which it did not have or possess prior to that moment, any previous locations over any others

Objects curving, warping, sucking up space around them as (they) move through it like little black holes and inverse black holes.

Outwards from A, inwards to B. Outwards from B, inwards to A

If space can curve away in a direction (equally) away from every single point in space both toward and away from itself simultaneously from another dimensional point of view, it is conceivable time may as well, therefore time would be running in both directions at once from an outside viewpoint and only expanding in the sense that all other points further away from you are further along the curvature of time, making them appear moving away from you when from an opposite angle they would be moving toward  you simultaneously.

Every moment in time becomes the beginning and the end, and all other points in time are moving away from that point bilaterally.
 
From fish-eyed view or if (the) Universe was strongly curved,  everything really big would look really round, or really bent away from you in all perceivable dimensions.

Interlinkage of all events prior to and away from collisions 

All (of the 4D sculptures) ought to be made of glass to demonstrate the invertibility of curved space, or the inverse effect, visually and easily. That becomes so obvious (with glass), that the same view from all outside points (combined) looking inward through both spheres is exactly the same as the outward view from the center sphere looking outward in all directions (from its center point), that few could not be able to glimpse it.

The purpose of the sculptures is to enable or help people to spin the Universe on its head, 3 dimensionally speaking. To instead or also see space as folded into objects instead of existing outside or between them. That from a 4th dimensional viewpoint all points away from the center point to the antipole equivalently and equally outside of it and within it, for they are the same spot. This is similar to how the standard idea of an antipole in the sculpture would be another sphere halfway between the other two, yet also (would) be in actuality a single spot or place, not a circular area. This multidimensional viewpoint is a good way to view electrons existing within a set position in folded space instead of orbiting around a circular area. They would not be moving at all, yet seem to be at all points in a (seemingly) circular ball around the nucleus as well, at the same time. Yet another folded dimension around the nucleus could explain how they jump from one orbit to the next without passing the space  in-between. Just because the level of space we perceive between what would seem to be 2 spheres from an outside viewpoint, seems 3 dimensional, that is no reason to believe that on the atomic scale, that space is not defined by or exists with more dimensions than we need to deal with "out here" (nor necessarily curled up so small as to not affect matter). The point of the sculptures is to see that inversible 3D sandwich, or that "out there" or "in here" is merely from an external viewpoint, (relative to where you are standing and) potentially equally the same spot.

Objects in overlapping space have seemingly multiple origin points. It is like a person's biological origins. The farther back you go, the more (precipatory factors) there are and what you are is the direct continuation of all of them. It is easy to see the future dispersing ahead and multiple points an object can go to, strange to see each location and state coming together (into one unit from multiple directions and states at once when) looking back.

Central point of curved 3D space equivalent of core of the earth of a curved 2D plane, all points equal and opposite away in 3D space (in 2 directions at once, not one!) <- (was originally there) 

Time's crystalline structure- the past, present and future are like a multidimensional jigsaw puzzle. The more pieces are in place, the greater numbers of pasts exist in an order, and the fewer number of patterns left to fit in the remaining pieces. Each moment is like an extra Universe, so each moment one perceives backward creating each present is like a greater number of pasts. The future is which pattern these will seem to fulfill or point to, and each present is deciding which pattern or which puzzle to create with the remaining pieces, thus redefining the past by deciding each now which puzzle was being built by those thens. The more pieces are in place, the fewer futures exist which can fit or fulfill, or connect, all of those previous pieces into a whole pattern. Each moment added must be fitted or connect to each previous other into a greater expanding outward structure. More pasts connect to fewer futures, (and) more futures necessitates fewer pasts......

Ball inside a ball bouncing around, dual curved plane multiple contacts, positive and negative pushes at (the) same time on each from different directions at once. Analogous to curved spaces, 2D, 3D, etc. making contact pressures or joining from internally to externally from an additional dimensional viewpoint (inner to outer) rather than stacked normally side by side in only 1 dimension higher.

......Which direction (past or future) creates something is only a matter of perspective of which moment and direction you choose to look at it from.
 
You can't run away from something that is a part of you. Wherever you go, there it is. It is in a sense inside of you, and integral part of what you are. Everything that you have experienced, could have experienced, what you are experiencing now or might have been experiencing now, and all that you will experience or could possibly, all of this is a part of you. You can focus on some parts and forget others. Indeed, you cannot see all points from any one point anyway, but all and everything else you can and sometimes do affect by your existence, all this or these "other" things in your realities are all a part of you. Moreover, without them, you are not or nothing. How they all must fit together, the organizational structure you define them by, and they you by, is what connects which points to any others, or which "theres" you can get to or see, from which "heres".

Everything that exists is a figurehead, a beach head of much or everything else and nothing more. It is merely a part which for the moment and by one perspective has broken above something else's surface. Beneath they are always connected. All roots of anything and everything are intermingled, and reconnect ahead again. Only from angles within it do things seem separated, or as separate things.

What you know is all that enables you to do anything. What you don't know is what drives you to do anything. Making a past path creates a lacking or wanting of a future destination. Both grow outward from the center.

......From each individual's point of view they are the most ordinary, the norm, the standard by which to judge all else. All else is different, big, while they are just they themselves. On the other hand, everything else is everything else, while they are separate from it somehow, somehow unique and different. Others opinions, reactions, and instructions tell us how to interpret these two possible opinions we can take to how we judge our own self-worth. Beyond those around us, others opinions beyond theirs can make us reassess what we have been told on how we should view ourselves or what context we should place ourselves within......

Nothing that exists matters to you that you do not decide matters to you. The "why" of what you decide that matters to you, or will, is all that is interesting, important, or real beyond your own life or viewpoint. It is also why you agree to follow the rules or blueprint of what it means to be you.

Cars colliding from the same forge, taking different paths to meet again.

Balloon, opposite sides touching, passing through each other.

Every minute of every day new people are created who would not be if the past and present had occurred any differently. To each of them, that past is sacred for without it they could not have come to be. No matter how else from our points of views of having been around longer, how or where else we think things ought to have occurred differently, each moment thousands of new others are here to disagree with you. However bad the world they will inherit might be or become, it will be normal to them, and their stake in the past, if they survive long enough, the will to defend or rationalize how it should have occurred (that way) over any others because it was the only one that, to them, made (even) any considerations of any others even possible.

Circular perspective- you, what is directly in front of you as away point, no matter the distance, and all space in time are arcs between

Everyone or everything seemingly autonomous and self sufficient is really connected a dimension or two beneath the surface or under the table. Everyone has Jim Henson's hand up their ass. (J.H. was the most famous puppeteer).

Multiple point in time and space overlapping, moving (in) relation to each other yet viewing both points as statically as you can view each point as not moving and everything else moving instead.

Connecting with others outside and within, before you and behind you

Growing bigger at one moment in time versus growing bigger across more moments of time

Center-periphery of time as well as space, any thing or event seen as the center, dual or multicenters in space connected by time, dual or multicenters in time connected by space

Merging, combining, different types and levels of thought processes over time as influenced by varying levels.

People should not have an abject view of minds or consciousness. They, others, are not something apart from yourself which you can go into like a house and look around (with) you here and they, there. Consciousness is experience. Life is experience. Only by interacting with it, being affected by it as well as affecting it, can either exist. Separateness is existence. Togetherness is potential. Experience is finding a level between or seeing existence, temporal, and potential, timeless, as separate things. That is and is not the case depending on your perspective and where you think you stand, literally and figuratively.

The act of remembering changes what was to be remembered as well as who is remembering it presently. They (the event and the individual at a later point in time) become (in a greater sense) the same thing (intermingle), and time blurs as a dividing line.

To say the universe is a circle may be true but to say it is a circular chain of closed loops contributing to a larger closed loop is more accurate. Each part is circular, yet advances the greater circle. The future enables the past or the past cannot exist. Consciousness is a part of the circle and can escape from it when not required of action in regards to it, but escape into what is the question. Even a timeless universe needs a what-else if one is to move into something else or focus one's attention elsewhere, a what-else that is not you to interact with to exist at all.

For every one fact you learn, add at least one opinion why that may not be the case. See everything no matter how minor from an opposite perspective yet try not to let this double duty slow you down. Learn everything in context as how others believe it to be, while building a reverse of your own which is an alternative view. When you can place faith in neither, and accept either as potentially true, you can know facts without being hostage to them.

Just when you think you have gotten everything figured out, the Universe throws you a curve ball, or something no previous models of understanding can explain and you must start over from scratch again. Basically, if being is based partly on curiosity about existence, the Universe lured me back or re-engaged me by upping the ante of what it is, or showed my single being in (conjunction with) all else view is only partly correct if at all. Every string connects to every other, and any combination of harmonies are possible.

What anything seems to be at a single moment in time is inaccurate and false because single moments in time do not exist. All you can do is average many possible interpretations of it over many periods in time and try to find a common theme to it or a constant, which is inevitably what you choose to fixate upon as unchanging (since it all is) to view it apart from an external environment which you both allow can change and is separate from it, so those changes are not a part of it (as well).

Happy fact #1: (The) future must have already occurred somewhere for (the) past and present as it exists now to have occurred. Questions: Freewill (can it exist within this view) and will it occur again in the same way in this timeline? Maybe the same question.

The furthest your random thoughts can be, the wider your possible perspective when you can find ways to connect the dots. All thoughts map consciousness if one can find ways to relate them or find how they can relate to the core of your consciousness or identity. Time Roads at its most ambitious level was about a framework for mapping the inter-relations of all possible consciousnesses, way beyond what is appropriate at this time. Yet to conceive of that far out away from now, is to try to reach the limits of how far consciousness can imagine to one day be able to go and stand there, and make it part of their own potential perspectives, outlooks, and conceptual models of understandings.

It seems bizarre to ascribe everything that happens to you with some deeper meaning like a birds behavior or a pattern of tea leaves, or a black cat walking under a ladder, so too is it ridiculous in my opinion to see it completely the opposite way, that anything that can happen to you can be random and disconnected from everything else in your life. The sequence of events to put together a logical construct of how you view your world can be influenced by what television show you watched when you were 4 years old. What you choose to see as connected to what else is up to you. Nothing may be totally deterministic of other events, nor is anything you experience not connected to anything else you experience just because you do not see the connection or how what one thing has to do with another. It doesn't have to mean anything to you or it can mean everything to you. However, the more times seemingly random events repeat or seem to follow a pattern, it is best to try to notice the pattern. Not that the Universe is trying to tell you anything, but all of your understandings pretty much are trying to guess from each moment what might happen in the next. You may not want to know it exactly, but you don't want to be blind to all the possibilities either.

Always a second away from the end and inserting time between.

What is wanting and what is lacking are the same things. What is missing and what are found are never separated. What is giving and what is taking are the same things. What space and time seem to separate are never apart as either does not exist except seen from the eyes or point of view of the other. From a third point of view, they are the same thing. Since nothing can be separated except mentally or perceptually, nothing can ever be apart or lacking anything that is not a part of the process, beginnings and endings are the same thing, backwards or forwards, leaving or reuniting are never any different. They are merely the illusions of having something to do by breaking and reuniting something which can never exist apart from the other. When you can unite something and its opposite like zero and infinity or an object at one point in space and its opposite in backward space or time and see them both as the same thing, you can mentally connect all the points between to see that everything else between is exactly the same as its counterpart and every point of the circle between is no different than any other time or place. They are all mirrored, twinned, and also equal to the opposite in time, space, and perception. Perceiver, what is perceived, and the perception are one and the same. Two consciousnesses experiences and interaction breeds a third "God's eye" point of view outside of and framing their own. That view when seen or fulfilled or viewed creates a fourth view of the same thing, seen from or at another time or remembered, a fifth point of view of the same thing, multiplying ad infinitum. Every point of view outside of a process and within the process from separate angles are always different aspects of the same thing, the same view, not merely linked, but the same thing, inseparable, though seeming to have multiple and eventually infinite separate views upon it, yet none is different in the end than any other except in mind and time. At another point, each is as the other.

There are no such things as objects. There are only relationships. Between what is the question. Space within space, twisting around and through itself and through time like a really twisted up oak tree, but what is the tree if all we can know are the branches, and the branches only connect to each other and only exist where they brush up against each other, who can say?

All you experience or can, bottled, compressed, smooth, uniform, must be poured out over time, mixed with others (experiences or potential?) to be known, actualized, unfolded, decompressed, given shape, form.

Every person, being, thing, or point of view in the Universe redefines every other before, during, and after its existence in relation to itself.

Dancing around a wave potential or probability trying to see it from other sides (is) different than around an actuality. Many different ways of being means need different way of perceiving it from outside of it, since what is outside of it is indefinite while what it is is indefinite.

In the context of the system.

To be something more, always. To find new reasons or levels of explanation of my present and past existences to better define future ones. To discover the source of existences and experiences outside of myself yet seemingly inside myself at the same time.

As possible future states and beings are a reflection of your own potential and its absence, (all) what it can create and (all) what it prevents, two Universes hinging on each moment both occurring and not  simultaneously, yet creating each other by flipping with, changing place, or rotating with (from a different perspective) each other.

"Between" is always "by" (relational "by" not spacial).

How beings shape their environments while being shaped by them.

......I see it as completing one possible circle which overlaps some or many others. It is not the only circle perhaps, but not an uncommon or unknown one either. That there are many ways of reaching the same ends does not mean each overlapping signifies a definite or the only end, just that different paths converge upon certain points......

People look without seeing what seeing is. People think without knowing what thinking is. Without an outside perspective upon perspective, people are as programmed as birds migration, fish to where they must spawn, whales to where they hope to go to die.

Life passes from one person to another in more means than just sex and birth. Life is the connections between living things, not the individual things themselves which are only to make life possible. Literally "only between life there is life". It is not in you or in the other, but in the empty space and the time between. The relationship. The separation is illusionary in a sense, but experiences are NEVER less than they seem, even if from a pessimistic point of view, they are never more. See the plus.

Just when you think you have finally reached the end of the Universe in space or in time, you find it is just another place like any other, with all others curving equally away from it, and its beginning and end were just a trick of perspective like how the road and sky seem to touch at the horizon, but you can never reach that point and it moves further away the more you approach it. All beginnings and ends grow out of the center above and below it, each end does, at the same time. The bow tie of positive and negative space and time always seen and viewable from the center outwards perspective only.

If you can understand the concept of seeing an event or collision from multiple angles in space at the same time, you should with some effort be able to comprehend seeing events from multiple angles of different timelines at the same time (or space) as different timelines converge and disperse from every present as different lines in space can be thought to spread away from each point or place in space.

Said before in the notes, but collisions rewrite the past and future between each. Each overlap sends info and effects forwards and backwards away from it simultaneously. That is why paradoxes of causation appear with faster than or near light speed if looped back. Each point affects all others, and sequentially is but one view in one direction or aspect or perspective upon it. From any other view the cause and effects can be different or even reversed.
 
......Logic fails, reason is insufficient and inadequate. Not that I am without hope of ever fully understanding, but all understandings are tentative upon whatever facts and perspectives you have. With more, that understanding changes or can change into something else entirely.

Seeing into the heart of matter is empty space. Seeing into the heart of change is true form without form. It is the reaching, longing.

...Those who hold to knowledge gain a ground or a "how to be" and "where" to view life from, but stand too long there and that ground or spot will grab you like vines, turn you into a tree unable or unwilling (same thing) to move from that spot for the rest of what will pass for the remainder of your "life".

If you suddenly find yourself somewhere, it is only natural to work backwards on how you ended up there. The problem with the Universe is all of those factors work back into everyone else's lives and histories and are inseparably intertwined with theirs. Every event further into the past necessitates and causes you to be where you are when (you are), and ultimately "what" you are as well, if only by what you have to react to to shape your self-image, but most likely (in) more (ways) too.

The more ways you can see how something can be, to you (by your view), misunderstood, the more meaning you can see it having, and the greater perspective you can gain on how others think.

Everything that exists is inseparable and indistinguishable from its environment except from their own points of view, center out and over time. Their perspectives, yours, mine, are subjective and treat or choose to view our environments as the "not us" when it defines and shapes us and without it, we are less than nothing.

Life at its most twisted is to make you care about things and then watch your reactions as something threatens them, takes them away, or destroys them. You are constantly tested with little clues as to the correct responses (and there may be none) except to feel the reality of the situations.

People whose minds are completely focused on and around their own life's circumstances will understand almost none of these notes and that is good. The only way to bring most of it into focus is to develop the ability to step back from your own life's perspective and add up all the perspectives of all else around you. That ability will be come key to all else and survival. It is to be able to see your life and circumstances dually simultaneously from within it and in time, and from an outside perspective upon it and time, from all other points and perspectives outside of it at once. (Like in curved space how the all points furthest away from the center added up looking inward are exactly the same as the inward out point of view from the center, and everything else lies only in-between the one point you perceive with you at the center and the non-definite sum of all others points furthest away where you could be which are both, the one definite and the sum of all the others possible furthest away, are exactly the same single point's perspective).

Knowledge (by one) is not only dependent upon but reciprocal in time and in existence with what it knows. (Limited) knowledge (which is the only kind of knowledge) is subjective, and the subjectivity must also be reciprocal.

......One becomes self-self-aware when one realizes that sense of identity or separateness is completely determined by factors outside oneself and events in and over time which solely constitutes that sense of identity. By moving perception of identity away from the physical self to the perception of EVENTS one is aware of oneself in the context with other things and not as separate at all but instead one view or perspective upon a whole of which you can never separate yourself from no matter what you may wish to think.

To understand any society better than it understands itself, figure out the ideas it most wishes to keep its people from thinking or believing and will do anything, literally anything, to stamp out those ideas, and try to understand why. That is better than the society can know itself for they will never gain that perspective on why for the very (even-handed) contemplation on those subjects is beyond their (permitted) capacity to reason or question.

Potential of/for experiences only, no substances. Experiences creating new potential for experiences. Car (a) potential for experiences created out of experiences of making it by others. People too. Changing the patterns of what can be experienced and how, see substances can be as imaginary as digital information, exists only as a pattern and potential for experiences to yourself or to others. Pyramids monuments of experiences of countless others pointed in one direction made of experience to the Nth degree as well as stone. (the amount of experience put in)(<- meant to have been stuck in somewhere)

Broken zipper between two circular sides, future coming together, past coming apart to wrap around and come together ahead again.

Forgetting accepting the end comes with every step, each is the last.

......Each moment of the present while rising in step with it, it would seem thinnest, largest and furthest apart and all points above and below it from that points present would seem to be moving away and toward each other in the most distant past and most distant future, yet that is only the past and future of the soap bubble which is always a sphere of the same shape, and the events it moves through are neither only in the future nor in the past, but in both or outside of both, depending on what angle you view them from.

Chain #8 - one person vs. others to perceive you. Narrow focus vs. wide focus, well defined or spread out (awareness), same with focusing your perception on a single existence's patterns over time needing single lives to connect mosaics of points to each other in a connect-the-dots type drawing and time doubling back to create overlapping patterns, narrow focus on present or wider focus (containing?) more than one possible timeline, multiple presents sharing overlapping pasts and over-lapping futures.

Past provides continuity of purpose and perspective. Future provides hope for change and freedom from (the) past by degrees (which is growth away from the past into something more than which past can ever be. Without that growth, that change, if the present is defined mainly by the past, it is a living death).

Waiting to be born - the answer given when 5 or 6 on where I was before I was born. The idea of not being able to comprehend there was a time before you existed I still believe is closer to the truth. An Earth, people, etc. existed but the potential of your existence, though not manifested yet to others, exists in some form. Time is a concept only understood book-ended with timelessness for everything is sandwiched between everything else in a circle or a rolodex (circular wheel of tabbed index cards). Events, people, everything, are just actualized at a certain point by certain other events, and no event is the beginning or end of anything else, just of perception of it into and out of (by) new forms and new organizations of experiences.

As movement "away" seems to be everywhere in a ball as all points 3 dimensionally squeeze into a 1 dimensional line, all points behind become unreachable, any points behind near where one was become more unreachable(?). Static points of single places from our points of view are traded for potential places, gaps of where you were are (become) where you (only) cannot be.

When organisms get close enough, the lines between them can blur and begin to function as one. Only competing aims and the loss of one can interrupt until they go separate ways down different tracks. 

Everything that exists, everything that you experience or can, exists to make you wiser and to shape your own individual opinions and interpretations of them if you can, know how, and are permitted to do so.

Inverse cube (shape I can't remember the name of) representing space, 8 tetrahedrons, all 4 corners of each 90 degrees. All outer (sides) = (a) 2D plane. All 1D points = 2D planes at different rotational speeds.

At a certain level of understanding, it is easy to get completely disinterested in this reality. You can see where the limits are of your influence in every possible reality, what you can change and what you cannot. At that point you become like a worker in a factory, just putting in the time, saying what you are expected to say, doing what you are expected to do, not because you can imagine nothing else, but because sooner or later you have to pick a direction for the future. After that, your choices are limited to what is along the way in that general direction. More predetermined, less choice, but further in reach in a given direction which matters less to you because you know it too well, and set your sights beyond it.

Events as waves, broken into objects, broken into you. You carry around copies of your events with you, objects where events took place, other people, also retain copies of events from different perspectives.

Held or suspended locked in place in time by the rings of the future moving (spinning) in one direction, the past spinning counter, and the sides also moving opposing each other, yet all those circles within a greater circle encompassing them all.

Add one more dimension than what beings perceive and it can be difficult for them to imagine as it would mean stacked worlds of all their perceivable dimensions at once and be difficult to see how one could move through it/them. Add two extra physical dimensions and there would be almost nothing their experiences could relate to movement or location at all conceptually speaking. Fully understanding one more makes it technically possible, but you would have to be willing to leave or put aside temporarily almost all of your preconceptions of where, when, and what you are or might be.

The furthest in every point away from the antipole (in a) circle, ball, or hypersphere is also within the middle spot of every point you measure way from and all else curves outward from that point in two directions at once, one way you can perceive in or with time and space, the other blurrily.

The older you get, the more diverse cultures and mindsets you assimilate, the less you are bound, determined, and defined by the year and place you were born, as a typical generation XYZ'er pretty much thinking alike enough that the statistical differences are minimal and easily generalized.

While in existence, you are a part of others externalized in essence but internalized still through experience. Out of existence, you are in others more in essence though less through interaction with.

Biological time event expectations of experiences, innate predispositional expectations of (for) experiences to be organized around, perceptual templates.

A goal which required understanding multiple dimensions across multiple timelines from multiple individuals points of view...... where I must figure how multiple overlapping 3D closed spaces or universes fit together by playing with tesseracts......

Combining two center-out presents, not uniting alongside over time with tandem movement but both center-out from all times into all pasts and presents from both points of view at once, and then everything along all other paths, peoples, and timelines exists in-between them folded neatly into one place at one time.

I can't even count all the laws, limits, and circumstances on who is allowed to say what to whom and when, all to control what people are allowed to know or think about. If people do become telepathic, it mostly would be in response to this attempt to utterly dominate what they are allowed to know or think about.

Ring spinning around globe, 3D bubble spinning around hypersphere.

Future reverse time- one definite future, many possible pasts leading up to it.

It is best to view your body not as a collection of objects or physical parts but as an interconnected field. When I wrote about the mirror symmetry of the human body, it was clear to me because a damaged (crushed) toenail that was forced to separate on an S-shaped curve. When the one on the opposite foot undamaged began to separate in an exact reversed S-shape so that side by side, no one could not see the mirror symmetry of what was happening, shows that the parts are interconnected and adapt to all other parts. It is ridiculous to think that all of this is controlled in one place, the brain, which must approve of all actions of the body like a dictator rules a country. The field covers all parts and the brain is just another pattern within it which adapts to its pattern as well. In other words, the whole system is conscious of itself and the brain is merely another necessary part within it and ultimately subservient to it as well. Its control is simply a matter of perspective.

......These interactions are that person as much as, no more, than their physical forms at any given point in time. If life is an experience, a series of moments (which cannot stand apart from others moments) defined by interactions requiring an external environment and others to interact with, it is best viewed as a closed system which can be seen from within the individual, or outside the individual also within the system, or the system as a whole with the individuals and all else within the environments as essentially the same thing, different parts, yet distinguishable only from their own points of view. When you take a time view over a physical view of reality, micro-events, not particles, are the building blocks of all else, and all else is made up of the sums of these events combined, not the sums of matter. Everything becomes event distances away.

Multidimensional connections between all living things below the surface and (individual) beings, just islands above an imaginary perceived water line.

My mind is constantly pushed from all directions to grow in ways I am not exactly always happy about. I control how to act and what I want to do with it, but what I am and its potentials are as externally created and defined to me as is everything else in my environment. It grows according to a pattern the same as your body grows according to a pattern written before you were born.

The Universe as only a slightly bigger womb. An environment which surrounds you, feeds you, and you are totally dependent upon it for your existence and can never leave it. You are merely a tumor within its body, a part of it moving around within it like a white blood cell can move through your body.

No object, being, or event which occurs was not willed into being by you, by someone, or by all combined. The rules of this Universe or any Universe are simply to provide channels, puppets, for that or those wills to move around by it, like gas molecules give form to the wind or a tornado.

You are the experiences you had with others seen from your point of view and you are the experiences you had with others seen from their points of view. These experiences from all possible (person's) perspectives are what was you. The body is merely what the experiences form around, like frost attaches to a cold piece of metal on a warm winter morning. You are the process of condensation, not the metal.

If not what you want, the world is what you want to react to and with, always. When you understand why the world you want to interact with is less than the world you want, you are well on the way to understanding everything else, or even more, (understanding) yourself.

Time buoys - points of reference in different futures common to other futures, where they overlap other timelines and can be used as a reference point to where you are in terms of events yet to occur, what you are moving toward or away from, and if alongside, what you missed or avoided.

A mind being in more than one person in the future or past is natural. Carrying that back to the present is difficult but soon must be attempted. The two bands, the globe of diversity of a common future and past widest at the present, and the hourglass of many futures and pasts springing from one common present, must merge soon.

Minds prefer seeing dynamic events as solid objects. World and objects in motion and in flux constantly yet perception focuses on reducing all motions to staticness which appears as solid objects not moving. An object appearing "at rest" is moving through countless realities per second, just seemingly at pace with those others around it, yet all are changing exponentially over time, simply synchronous with a nearby environment. Biological things, changing constantly per second even more so.

Seeing 360- seeing where you are in terms of experiences only, what you think you have experienced, what you think you might experience in the future, and what you would prefer to experience in the future. Your body, your planet, your species, the entire Universe up until now was merely from this ideal vantage point, merely to set this viewpoint up, and your history as well, only to set up each "new" moment, which are as unique and special as you wish to make them if you can, and remember how. Every set of events is merely to create a new perspective, and to be used by others after experienced as a history or guidepost of what can be experienced.

Every minute of every day is a chance for a new perspective on everything which you were until that point, always stepping back further into another frame outside of what you were before and a new perspective on that. I merely use that ability to a greater effect, constantly searching out all the possibilities of and for that new moment's potential outside perspective. Though it seems to increase exponentially, (doing that) is merely trying to match its potential for growth and trying to keep up with all that is possible to see at that given time which was not possible the previous moment, and what has changed in potential.

......How something can be so completely unpredictable on one hand, and seem so logical at the same time stepping back a bit further is what keeps life interesting. Finding new ways to make the absurdities make some sort of sense, then seeing it did not take skill but was basically preordained to fall into place somehow someway, but the route to get there is best when it seems to come as a surprise for awhile.

Trying to take the concept of trispinning up to 4 or 5 dimensions, ouch! Danger Will Robinson, Danger! Talk about a possible mental overload. Good for giving yourself an aneurysm at will, though. The Omoglatron concept makes it possible though, transferring spin to orbiting and orbiting back to spin as aspects of the same thing between two objects and neither a property inherent in either object alone but as a relationship between the two over space and time and switching views to (include center out perspectives from) both objects view of the spin/orbit relationship at the same time, and then (also in addition to those two views at once, also a third between them reaching) back and forth, spin, orbit, spin, orbit. Confusing as hell but begins an outside view of 3D universe relationships beyond objects into something else more of a relationship between them in time and space (yet as something else entirely) outside of them both.

Universe's 4th dimensional rotation, when all directions away in 3D space get smaller and seem to converge on a central point in the middle of every other point.

Everything regarded as fiction is either potentially true, representational of potential truths not yet have been put into action by someone's experiences, or more likely, representational in a way of countless peoples in the past, present, and future, in one way or another, and usually in many ways at once.

Beyond experiences, yours and others, nothing is real. What anyone can hope to achieve alone is nothing. What all combined can achieve other than happiness is inconsequential and unreal. The only power we have is to make others and ourselves suffer. Not doing so when able, our only possible noteworthy achievements.

What the Universe is is extremely simple. Interaction within it from an inside perspective can be simple as well. Trying to understand multiple points and times and perspectives at once, and things get a bit complicated. Away from here and now in all directions and in time, things get fuzzy and turned around, and no more so than in each person you come across standing next to you.

Rotation (through movement) in (curved) 1D, a point, in 2D a line (passing through that point) intersecting it at 2 points, in 3D a plane intersecting it as a (curved) line, a ring, in 4D a triplane (3D universe curved around) intersecting it as a (curved) plane, a bubble.

Whatever life circumstantially throws your way, you don't have to believe it, accept it, or like it. All you are required to do is deal with it and think whatever you want about how you are made or expected to react. Rise above the situations and look down on them.

I am now completely a product of my current circumstances. My mind grew so rapidly over the last 2 years in so many different directions, almost no other set of circumstances could have triggered, how I am now is been completely created and adapted to this new (extreme) environment circumstantially. So many different paths converged to create it, a vertical new dimension was inevitable (to be imagined) to sort it out, multiple overpasses to sort it (multiple paths convergences) all out.

Overlapping chains of causality away from any two points in space and time, (needing to be conceived as) cascading into (yet another) extra dimension fuller or new cone or globe (to account for the) of inter-effects and inter-causation's.

Trying to create a bridge between 2 different times, states, and views of two different Universes (balls rotating against each other above, where balls represent all points in time of each, future the direction of the rotation away from where they meet) creates a new third Universe of the circular causality going back and forth between the two and paradoxical (effects seen from) outside the third but new rules within it. Like outside view always needed to encompass any sets of interactions between any groups of numbers, always a view outside it. (Parmenides views quite similar, I came across at right time to compare with my own recent ideas of balls of pre-existant points in time away from central points, to see how they are much the same view. Not all ancients were idiots but that doesn't mean they were smarter either. Same ideas always get recycled ahead and/or behind but more focused on or relevant to each's present circumstances.)

Viewing negative spaces of environments in with the objects in them. water based (environment) and air-based (gaseous environments) life, gravity and pressure on surface of membrane, skin, seeing environment as alive with other objects in it all at once as a living thing, removing negative spaces of gas or liquid separating them conceptually that they move around within, connected as if they all were touching against each other.

Trapped in and by time, yet every trap has its walls and borders. Finding them may not lead to an exit, but gives one a sense of knowing the boundaries of where one can and cannot go. (or can or cannot know.)

Seeing the same events from different angles in time (is) analogous to different angles in space, outside of context of linearity, slide ruler of potential into form across multiple times at once like space consists of multiple spaces (existing) at once.

Everything needs its originating point. In a sense, curiosity becomes seen as one. As a youth, one does not know of things around oneself, and that makes one curious of such things. With age we gain a greater and lesser perspective upon this, both more and less at once. We step outside the experience of curiosity and become curious of why we are curious about things. It is more introspective and in a sense gaining more control over oneself or others, this attempt to step outside ones own motivation to want to know of what one does not know, experience what lies outside current or past experiences, yet it is more conceptualizations built on grounds further from what originates the questioning, the beginning point, the feeling of curiosity or wonder of being in an environment with things going on all around you which you are unaware of on one hand, but are aware that things are going on which you are unaware of them. If that is not enough, if that alone cannot fill your time or you become blase that in that, there is nothing of relevance to what you want to know can be found, you can begin to turn the camera on yourself, what you are or what to perceive and why you want to. That is useful but irrelevant to the fact the desire to perceive, experience, and know must come first or all else (one finds) becomes meaningless to you and has no value whatsoever. Societies can train people while growing up what to aspire to or what to want, but that desire and imagined relevance must exist within them or it does not exist at all to or in relevance to them. Once knowing how their desires can be and are selected for them to want, they can gain a control over their lives which societies rarely wish to give up. It is nice to imagine societies that would not care to manipulate what its citizens want, but I doubt any human society will ever reach that point, thus the need to be critical of all that you are expected to and think that you want, and even what ideas you come up with on your own, to be skeptical if they ever are really your own desires and come from within, or are merely other parts of what was decided or taught for you to want. The desire to know and to understand your world is instinctual, the desire to control and possess all you find in it, repeatability of experience, conformity to your wishes, this is learned and valuable only because others would make sure you did not survive without learning it and valuing it, or they would rob you blind and starve you out of existence as they did all cultures that aspired to put higher values in lieu of these.

One only exists at all relative to the things and circumstances which appear to hold one back and only exist because of such. Needing something to push through, friction against the tide of what otherwise would not be, spinning it to you (to need to react to your intents) as you fight against its preferred path. Struggle or easy is up to you.

Electrons as tying together dimensionally atoms, here and there relative to both atoms center at once through all of its "movements", always an equal distance from center of each as good example of higher dimensional "movement" in which multiple environments actually change position relative to your position at once, and from your point of view (center out), mysteriously pass through each other inexplicably and constantly. Same example as above in regards to central reality of multiple timeball states affecting each other's "movement".

Events in your future like planets in a funnel. Some you know you will do or will happen, some must at a certain time, others you can change the order, some you have not considered yet. You are drawn to ones and can avoid the pull of others. Each moment of each day is like a new point in an expanding universe, a new and completely different universe. You can alter the direction away from any events you were previously headed towards, but how much you need it, how long in your life you wanted to go there, that is the pull you are fighting whenever you try to completely change direction, as well as how close it is to occurring, and how big it is completely dominating all other possible directions to go in, how big a shadow it creates which looms over what you have done in the past or what you hope to do in the future, or parts of both.

Sensing how cells of your body relate to spacially to each (all) other, how they can touch (or brush up against each other), how meant to touch, hand to hand, thumb to fingers and palm, hands to mouth and face, etc. Awareness of each's (part, cell) purpose in relation to movement against other parts of the whole, arms especially of course, once understanding their interactions with each other (by design) gives a model to understanding a species' interactions with each other as if cells.

This person as seen through that person. This person as seen through the eyes of that person. An aggregate sum of relationships. Vetoable?

Surface area contact when tying (binding) boards (together) in 2D a 1d edge, in 3D a 2D plane (narrow edge or widest with most surface contact)(square inch) of surface, and 4d on a 3d triplane (cubic inches)(strings tied to (binding against) all atoms inside at once)

......even if you can't see them yet, the have (or will have (preexistent reality)) existence in "temporal" places (again meaning a preexistent sense of reality of something which can occur), or ways to occur when all factors line up right to allow (such potential occurrences) to happen. Every possible combination of events unlocks some (sense of) identity, experience, or locked away piece of knowledge, just may or may not be valued to what you want to do, be, or have, or experience at that time.

Circles (3)(the two circles touching in the middle of a third) as a 2D version of the dual Earth sculpture, people as 5D. Time component changes.

Time hypersphere, space hypersphere (both centered around your present and place) overlapping opposed (multidimensional) spinnings.

Balls sculpture reversed in curved space like circles circling globe at equator, swelling, passing through each other.

Non-existence = potential shifted to (the) periphery outside of system or edge of system. Zero = infinity.

Sometimes believed what told by others would set up expectations and contributed to events, sometimes expectations were internal, not actualized as by (interaction with) others words or teachings, sometimes what happened came as a (complete) surprise, blind and cold.

Seeing motivation (as) trying to dump as much information about potential futures as quickly as possible held up only by what would no doubt destroy them, yet (this) negative environment and time shortening precluded doing so, having far more to draw upon that others will one day know than most in the present (seemingly) have any clue about, better and worse variations of humanity, stronger and more able to control environments. "True" science is a ridiculous concept. Some breakthroughs lead to more control yet saying at any point in history, now as ridiculous as 10,000 years ago, that we can explain the age of the universe and all about it (its rules) is like saying we can predict the winner in an election based upon 5 votes out of billions cast and hundreds of thousands of candidates. Our perception is that limited and visible (based) knowledge (is) that discriminate. There will always be something beyond what we learn because our needs and drives will create it. Stepping outside of time, seeing ourselves creating our own futures to step into, to move into to create other times, other worlds to conquer, that is the view I try to impart and that all else you have to work with, use, create, or destroy, is just food or litter along the way, or both depending on what time it is and if you have consumed or adapted to it yet.

If you are a man, you should when reading or thinking, see each word, thought, and idea expressed as a woman quite different in beliefs and temperament than you would see or judge them. The same if you are a woman, see your own views and opinions while looking (at things) through the minds, life, and experience of a man who is almost your opposite in temperament and attitudes. Find that thread that is the same in you and in someone seemingly the opposite of you, that commonness shared or present in both, both to know how to best deal with and appeal to them (or others like them), and also to know and understand (fully) what sets you apart, makes you unique or different in contrast to them, for it is only through them (their existence and interactions with them) and exposure to their different beliefs (and ways of thinking) that your own are discovered (fleshed out) or even have existence as anything more valuable or unique than sand, or dirt that one naturally assumes must exist everywhere equally (thoughts or attitudes unchallengeable as obvious to all). Finding when they do not (are not universal) may not make them more valuable, but by knowing how others differ than you while holding onto the thread that unites you and created both, is how you find yourself, through the interactions with seeming opposites that share a common past, a side-by-side present, and (by requirement inevitably) a common destiny eventually.

Growth with and without height, with and without outside environment beings expectations (of what to grow into), with and without static environment rule changes in what is possible (changing or unchanging laws of nature).

Outside total view on all events (ring) (all possible events also if applicable) in ones life touching and being affected by ring of others perspective on all events in another’s life merges from a different view, both center into a common potential perspective as well.

All of that is what is good and bad about existence, you are a part of what you need and want to be, and equally at the same time, ultimately what those around you need you and want you to be.