Raw 5D Notes - Part Six
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Criminals
ruling a criminal regime fighting a criminal war to put Iraqi cities “accidentally"
in chaos run by, well, more criminals.
Americans
have let America down by their refusal to speak out and their willingness
to be cowarded by an increasingly dictatorial and criminal police state.
The world, all the free nations' governments, have let the world down by
their refusal to do the same despite their citizens, those still unintimidated
enough to do so more than Americans, who overwhelmingly have done so (voiced
their disapproval) by and large to no avail (in
affecting their governments support or lack of action against US aggression
alone or by proxy, whether open and blatantly illegal (by International
law) or covert and even more condemning than what is eagerly and boastfully
admitted to.)
Those
who have called Iraq Bush's Vietnam have underestimated him and the situation.
Iraq is Bush's Chechnya. As long as he is in office, he will hold it at
any cost while the cities are turned to (more)
rubble and the people demoralized, impoverished, and destroyed while the
rest of the world looks on helpless to do anything to intervene because
they dare not get in the way.
Media
(makes
people) stupid (on purpose, this much disinformation
and banality in the face of unprecedented serious world crisises cannot
be accidental Please tell me which celebrity is screwing which other one
who used to be screwing someone else. This is “news”. The wars
are optional and a downer.)
Puff
them up to shoot them down – how organizations build up the value of
their critics to then embarrass and undermine their causes by the messengers
they either put in place completely or helped (them)
behind the scenes to have a voice to begin with.
Party
purged State Dept. and CIA
Dumbing
down the herd – Modern “educations”
Hub
events of consciousness, experience, and perspective. Ring around the rotary
of DeconU.
Time,
probability, politics, and social customs.
Seeing
your own life, all thoughts and experiences, as eternal to yourself, as
a component of your environment, triggered by other events within that
environment, that whole, is more difficult than seeing everything you interact
with within your environment as just another component in your own life.
This is the opposite of “that it is easier to see
your environment as a reflection or necessary component to enable your
physical self. The time definition (first sentence) vs. physical forms,
a thing called a “life” vs. a thing called a “body” is probably
the most integral (to a better understanding. How
the 4 mentioned dual opposite points are reversed as different ones being
easier to understand, with life (time) vs. physical reality.) To
have a sense of self, you need time to look back on what you experience
to remember it and (you) alter the experience
by building up a newer revised identity out of what you remember and
(by) the new act of remembering (it) (connecting
them to new events you did not know at the time you were experiencing them
which came later.) Without these new times stringing together multiple
times, there can be no “reflective” self
to be aware of beyond current perception. In regards to other people in
your environment, it is inverted. There is only the current perceptions
of them and experiences of them without directly accessing their memories
(or their own sense of identity built up through their past memories of
events), or sense of self they tell you, or you learn of them to
attempt to gain predictability to their future potential events based upon
your own remembered experiences of their supposed pasts. Ultimately without
gleaming insight into their pasts via your own (building)
past memories of them or of other similar people and events to associate
them to, others in your environment exist only in the now, in relation
to you, as you would exist only in the now if you had no memories of your
own. By not having recollection of somethings past states, it becomes more
externalized. The more memories and knowledge of the past
(of it) shared and in common, the less distinctions between the
“otherness” between you and others in your environment, or of
the objects and the environment (as a whole) itself.
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Binaries,
polarities, are to me gross oversimplifications. However when contemplating
many things, they are useful and often sometimes hard to get away from.
For my own (past) perceptions and desires
about my own future, there was always the “good” reality where I fulfilled
mostly external goals internalized through instruction to what I wanted
the world to be. It was positive and sometimes noble, but positive for
less than a majority for the sake of survival of “all”,
all being in this case mostly those who would survive anyway, (whether)
good people or not, and most are not and surviving longer would not necessarily
make them more so (better). To follow that
plan completely, even if those desires were more internal in me than externally
taught, would in a sense not only make my life and all that would stem
from it predictable, but (it) would negate
most of what I experience as irrelevant were I to follow such an obvious
predetermined course. To contrast that, there was always the “bad”
reality, what I might become if I lost it (my moral
bearings), became infatuated with power as almost anyone can be,
and did wantonly horrible things, albeit for no doubt good reasons, at
least as I would see it to myself at the time. Living too long no doubt
moved me toward the latter, with less predictability and a far wider perspective,
a gift of the bad things done to myself and others by my government, but
it is not necessarily toward a bad end either. I can see and know where
countless people did, might, or will go wrong, off-track, the mistakes
are becoming obvious even if the morality is becoming necessarily obscured.
Whose morality is always the question. Knowledge of other cultures, others'
lives, others' minds and types of thinking, make morality more basic than
“these
people should do these things and not those things because “we” know
they are bad to do.” Morality has to be based on future potential
effects and most of the morality of what has become of Christianity is
inadvertently to intentionally causing many to most of the effects
(which) anyone else outside of that religion and many within it,
would know to be bad things.
So like the Universe we know and sometimes love, I try to stay in the middle
somewhere between the zeros and the infinities, and try to find in each
new moment (the birth of that) new road which
leads to neither absolute path but one that best blends and brings out
the best features in both. Both the world that I would relinquish all control
to what I have been taught was “right” to be and to do, without the
other extreme of falling into the trap of being so full of myself that
I would wish my own definitions (of what is “right”)
to need to be one day universally accepted by all to “prove” their
value or my own worth. I may be forced by existing to need to do and to
create, and of course want to as well, but neither will (what
I do or create) it be all that I wanted nor all that it could be
if I ignored all others' dissenting voices, no matter how ignorant they
are, or in the case of those in power today, how ignorant they think they
can make others to be.
Women
have millennias worth of experience at keeping a part of themselves to
themselves and not to reveal all even to their mates because doing so only
leads to a complete domination and loss of self and identity, and (for
some) what can only be described as cruel attempted decimation of
their very souls by doing so, when to those who ultimately cannot be trusted
not to take advantage of that. Everything else in their lives requires
submission and compromise to survive. Their ability to give in but never
give up, to keep hope stored away in a secret place untouchable and off-bounds
to all, as frustrating as that can seem, in this feminine talent of breaking
and remaining unbroken, there is the hope to stand up to a merciless government
using psychology and the media to bend everyone every which way they want
them, to serve their own purposes and goals. That is the ultimate male
ego trip, to dominate, control, limit others means and methods to fight
back and tell these twisted *ucks to go back into the hell they belong
and quickly are trying to make the world become. To fight that requires
the strength of will to keep your soul off-limits, that
(something) must never be allowed to be crossed or compromised while
also doing everything one can think of to neuter the abilities of those
who would require (the development of) that
ability, as a world where trust in the extreme is not a weakness or vulnerability,
and would not lead to regret when more fully informed about those requiring
from you such trust.
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7/1/06
11:15 am
What
keeps me focused and on-track is the opposite of what others might expect,
far from a love of humanity or wish to do good, though it manifests itself
as that. It is the probably erroneous view that I would, if given the option,
prefer to be a beach bum and do nothing much, and concern myself without
worry about the rest of the world. It is not true, but thinking that is
my version of the humility aspect
of “Morality: Individual and Social.” By
transforming my aims to making a world where others or myself can not have
to worry about anything, that is my way of straddling both sides of the
line and dealing with time. If you cannot live in a better world yourself,
if there is not enough time or resources, build that better world as best
you can for those who will come after and enjoy it and live in it through
them and their lives. Try to live and die not to maintain the world you
inherited, but to create the kind of world you would like to have lived
in yourself. Have them enjoy the things you could not, and definitely not
in a material sense but in a freedom sense greater than you could imagine.
If you can contribute to making a world you would wish to be what you would
enjoy, believe that you will know it through them and their eyes and their
lives, even if they do not know or remember (nor
are necessarily even biologically related) to your own.
7/7/06
8:25 am
The
more a political party says it stands for life, the more people it can
kill. The more it says it stands for democracy and promoting it and enhancing
it, the freer it is to erode it and consolidate power to itself. The more
it says it stands for liberty and less government, the more it can pass
draconian laws, monitor what you say, do, who you associate with, and take
away whatever civic rights you might have had, publicly admitting to it,
or behind your back you never know about until they want something from
you. The only thing that keeps the government's lines, the rhetoric, in
any relation whatsoever to the truth of what is happening, is the Press,
the Media, and they have now lost all compass and credibility. Truth, journalistic
truth, now belongs to the highest bidder, and the liars, the most hypocritical,
will always have the most money and the most power without a referee. The
media is no longer a referee. It writes whatever it is asked to write and
accepts payoffs, knuckles under to corporate or political pressure, and
puts out one-sided government press releases as “news”, and shamelessly
distorts, swift-boats (the modern equivalent of tar
and feathering) anyone who dares to interrupt the feeding frenzy
at the trough of money and power. Journalism is now creating false histories
purposely.
7/11/06
9:35 am
Truism-
Religion based upon life being the only thing that is truth, the only thing
that is holy, the only thing that is God. Because it is growing, changing,
words, customs, beliefs, they all fail and are only interpretations of
the only truth, your life and the lives of others.
Purpose
of living is to communicate your thoughts and ideas to others, to grow
your own consciousness as best you can in a way which does not have a negative
effect on others, but instead helps them define and know life for themselves
on their own terms free of the conditioning cultures put on them to guide
them to be non-thinking autonomatons saying words not their own, believing
in things which are ultimately propaganda in why your country or religion
is better than others, your people closer to “God” or truth, your values
and political institutions better than others. Seeing through all such
conditioning to how they (the current world institutions
and powers) affect others lives, cheapen them, degrade them, anyone
anywhere by limiting their abilities to work, to feed themselves, stealing
from them if they are poor, or to instead see which sets of conditioning
benefit all others lives, cherish them, nurture them not to spout slogans
or quotations but to grow strong, independent in thinking enough to shake
the foundations of all thoughts and words of what came before them and
dare to improve upon them.
Origin
of the Universe- that time is circular in a multi-dimensional sense. Like
Hawking's example of saying what came before the Big Bang is like trying
to go further north than the North Pole, in a circular or repetitive time
universe, any point in time and space would be the beginning and end point
from some other perspective, any new consciousness born being the definitive
new perspective's beginning, the end result of all creation before and
after it. All perspectives, all consciousnesses, are equal in their rights
to grow as independently from all others as they wish, and all others purposes
in regard to themselves is merely to feed them the notions of the debates
which they are and should be always free to accept, reject, or amend to
themselves and in their own way as they see fit. Molding is cultural and
necessary but upon reaching a certain age, regardless of political inferiority
and standing, ALL ought to reach a level of understanding where they are
free to challenge the rightness of current customs and laws by virtue of
their interest and development in regards to such issues, and not because
they are paid by others to maintain the status quo and keep as many as
possible ignorant of their own voices, thus keeping them forever to be
the work horses, the cogs in the wheels of systems intended to keep them
ignorant and powerless. Each person ought to be seen as a potential king,
a potential prophet, a potential Christ, if others would only help them
become that, and ultimately each might or will if circumstances allow and
demand that of them.
7/11/06
10:40 am
Problems
with rule by committee- when something occurs which must be dealt with,
all propose their own “solutions” which are at odds with each other
so nothing gets done at all. The longer nothing being done goes on, the
more people will say not doing anything is better. It has, after all, worked
thus far. Generations may come saying, well this is tradition, this status
quo is the way things should be. As long as the negatives are being shouldered
by other peoples or in other nations, dragging out
(stalling) any “solution” which would be costly to your own
becomes the real goal never acknowledged while freeing them to earnestly
“work on the problem.” Indeed, proposing alternative “solutions”
merely for preventing any action to be taken, paid off or completely in
the pocket of those feeding off of the crisis or imbalance. They ought
to give gold stars for such disingenousness which the whole global socio-political
system is built upon and thrives under. More than 3/4 of the world are
defacto slaves with no ability write or influence laws they must live under
and abide by, and those in so-called “democracies” are most often not
exempt from that reality either. They just by and large are more deluded
about that because there is more money concentrated there to go around
to keep them unaware and distracted, disenfranchised or disinformed. So
much money can be and is spent on such it is virtually one of the pillars
of the American economy.
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11:11 am
Most
politicians, cultures, societies, cannot help but view a little double-think
as a good thing. Do as we say, not as we do. A little magical suspension
of disbelief to keep the population happy and not likely to ask for more
rights or less oppression. But too much of a good thing, people too well-trained
in their “thinking” which defies logic and riddled with self-contradictions,
and the whole of society can become delusional, that no problems exist
if they are not acknowledged as such. America every day now sets a new
record on how far that can go without coming apart at the seams. Wait long
enough and not only will they shoot anyone who tries to sound a wake-up
call, they would rip him or her to shreds like a pack of wolves on a defenseless
prey.
Modern
times and alternative media- If you read the truth, you have been compromised,
tainted, and are suspect. If you speak the truth, you become an agitator
and potential criminal propagandist. If you teach the truth, you are a
seditious underminer of the legitimate government if it insists lies are
truth.
No
one realizes anything needs to be done because no one can tell them something
needs to be done, and when someone does, they are free to ignore him or
her, discredit them, and get rid of them.
Everyone,
no matter who they are, how accomplished or successful, respected or learned,
are but children, babes in the woods, if they do not realize there are
limits on what they want to know about life and reality. These limits match
closely more or less with what they do know. What they want to know is
created by what they do know or ask or wonder about,
(If not created because of it, then most certainly at the very least, the
creation of the later experience of finding out about it because of that
desire or expectation) and their minds not only are framed by those
circumstances or experiences (they have lived through?)
but also what those circumstances and experiences make them think they
are lacking presently which might be more desirable to have (in the future)
than that which they already think they have or know at the time they think
they want them, or will want them, or will have them at some point in the
future.
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7/22/06
12:30 am
Out
of the impasses: Those power now who profit from war, lack of discussion
or compromise, put on a facade of negotiations which are doomed to fail
because their sole purpose is to obtrusify, stall, and provoke more anger
at drawing out the conflicts to the last possible second to guarantee the
maximum possible profit. Those who would replace these basically, to be
fair to those whom their policies kill and maim, these murders, their replacements
when compassion outweighs greed once again, if ever, will most likely be
weak. Others will sense they can be walked over, made to compromise, agree
to things to end the conflicts which should never be even discussed. Those
running the show know this and use this as a shield. “See, we may get
many people, thousands if not millions of people killed for no good reason,
but we will save face, stand firm, and give not an inch to appease these
“other” murderers who would try to take over as we are trying to expand
our influence and control, or at least they would inconvenience this.”
To quote that infamous political two-timer, Bill Clinton, there needs to
be a true third way, not his misnomer for compromise of selling out those
who you negotiate for as something it is not, as something other than a
sell-out. What is needed is to put things on the table neither side would
ever agree to or expect, not to slow, stall, or cripple the negotiations
but to begin to reframe the debate beyond the polarity of either sides
interests which both sides inevitably only seek to represent. The third
party which should be included (in the settlements)
is generations hence, ones who ascribe to neither's borders alone but will
transverse both, belong to neither culture alone but whose culture includes
tenets of both, one who will not see either side as a victor no matter
how one-sided or grand a victory against the odds, but will be smart enough
to feel only compassion for the dead (and those whose
lives were ruined by the conflicts) and pity those who needlessly
prolonged it for their own profits and political reputations. These potential
peoples' views ought not only to frame the debates but ought to be the
guidepost. It requires looking above the interests of present institutions,
(present)
countries and their corporate masters, to what will benefit those who are
neither one of your side nor one of the other side, who will most probably
despise both your sides and positions equally, but as a son or daughter
despises the mistakes of the parents without despising the parents. For
if these conflicts are settled now, others will be able to come to be,
will be beholden and born out of that merging of beliefs and cultures into
a common understanding, conflict and opposites (yielding)
to cooperation and rebirth into new offspring. They will owe their lives
to coming together or not know life by the present flying further apart.
Either sides views and interests are always a zero-sum game, no matter
the rhetoric, and never believe otherwise. Each side wants what is best
for their own, and that is always less (control)
for
the other. But in the future, the children of both will literally be the
progeny of both at the same time, and their aims are the only ones to lead
forever away from an abyss in the present.
Environmentalist
in a religions sense, product of environment and inseparable from, more
or else.
Lack
of otherness
LA
riots foreign policy
Cult
of celebrity
Licensed
computer users
Bush
trying to tie the hands of any successor (away from)
any
path other than all out war, destroying the US reputation as a legitimate
government whose word can be trusted at all.
Mexico's
Brown Revolution
8/3/06
Focus
too much on future or too much on present. Feed people the seeds that could
grow into crops of the future, or ignore them and their needs, not only
for a future that may never come, but if it does, will require their deaths
now as the fertilizer for people (later) who
will be no better, no more alive, no more holy, than those who live and
die to create that road and its steamroller which will mercilessly flatten
them to build up and enable (maybe) some others
(lives)
some other day.
I
consider myself a socialist because of all the types of political views
at this time, it is the only one that speaks of creating social justice
or at least lessening the injustices, not as a side-effect but as a matter
of principle and as a principle goal. It is what is the future, and it
is what is right. That being said, ALL those people who now call themselves
socialists: extremists (communists), moderates,
and pasty democrats, none have more comprehension about what I mean by
the term than a pre-school child knows how to create a video game. They
know what it should look like, and that it should do things they like,
but literally do not have the first clue how to create one because they
do not yet know the parts involved, the language of the terms, nor the
amount of dedication required by countless other parts to constantly keep
it not only in motion, but from flying apart at the seams. But they think
they know what it is and superficially they are correct.
Swimming
up into then down, buoyancy like backward gravity
8/5/06
10:35 am
I
as me to interact with as an external vs. blur with other within you as
defined by events yet to happen or as outlooks cutting across both, aware
of events or third views which combine both perspectives, experiences or
lives into another or others. Memories in common not happened yet or in
past or in both past and future.
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8/8/06
10:35 am
When
you interact with someone, especially meet them in person in real time,
it is like two different time lines colliding, what I have called here
“two
cars made from the same forge colliding.” To know yourself as
your interactions within your environment, you become defined by both the
person's histories, each equally determining what will happen next, because
of senses of identity based upon those (two different)
histories. The less you need or want to control the interaction for effects
for yourself or for others, the more you can learn about what is coming
together because you are accepting it as a logical merging of two differing
opinions of what events that merging of experiences and identities would
create. The more you wish for a future state to become real, the more you
selectively find in the present and in that person's past keys to spin
that interaction to create the experiences or events you prefer to happen
by trying to make them agree to prefer them as well based upon your knowledge
of their histories and preferences for future events, or instead how to
deceive or limit their choices by outright control over them. Stepping
outside of both your preferences for future or concluding events and theirs,
upon what will or should come from such a merger of timelines, of differing
directions of differing identities, the more perspective you gain on what
your own (individualized perspective) is and
why, because it is only determined by conjunctions and interactions with
others, both of like-mindedness and in opposition. Your own consciousness
is something that only exists by and through (only
in interaction with) other consciousnesses not yourself now, but
also not that different, much the same as your body requires a physical
outside environment identical in substance to interact with, full of and
defined by others. Your mind exists only in a conceptual environment filled
with others of the same substance and nature. Consciousness is a stepping
out of the physical environment for perspective upon it. It is also possible
to achieve an outside perspective upon the conceptual, or of consciousness
as well. But too many only do this because they wish to control it, control
others, and by doing so actually limit their own consciousness and perceptions
in the process.
American
genocide and wars of aggression
Fictitious
intelligence, fictitious histories, and the wonders of compartmentalization
in the Department of Truth.
8/12/06
10:15 am?
Rest
stops analogy of time- like eating at different rest stops in different
directions (choice) at different times. The
people you see coming together at that different time and different place
(coming
from) different directions either yet to be or already did come
together and now have dispersed, while you are eating depending upon which
direction you go (or went) in.
8/12/06
10:20 am
Separating
“did” from “might have” in others potentials pasts. Crosses from
“might” to “will know” in your own future potential experiences.
Cross
reference above with people leaving and never heard from, nor having communication
with anyone they interact with, and those whose interactions affect nothing
in your own life your whole lifetime long.
Diffusion
and wider conceptualization
When
governments make it clear they do not wish you to know about something,
(and) that it is important and concerns you, don't think it may
not be intentional. There is no easier way to get strong or independent-minded
people to look into something.
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8/27/06
early afternoon
The
idea that all races will put aside their prejudices, their dislikes of
each other, drop their ethnic biases and look at each other all as equals,
possessing equal rights, be equal to each's own in terms of intelligence
or cultural non-superiority, all of this is a fantasy. The only thing that
can unite humanity for long to even begin to put a facade of equality or
even the mere tolerance of other races and nations differences and right
to non-assimilation is necessity for survival. Once it is deemed optional,
once one-sided nationalism prevails, that “we” are different, special,
and do not have to play by the same rules as others, once racial or religious
groups put forward that “we” are the true (the
best or ideal) ethnicity or religion for a particular region, it
will gain steam and release a new cycle of violence, hatred, and recrimination
which will feed on itself. Put simply get along together or die together
is becoming humanity's only two choices. While thinking your branch of
humanity, whether by race, religion, or by nation, can dominate or survive
while others perish, that view when Moore's Law (that
computers will double in power and decrease in size every few years)
is applied to weapons, will make mass genocides inevitable without accelerated
international cooperation, new institutions, and common non-U.S. tainted
“world culture” building as fast or faster than technological advancements
proceed. Failure to do so, hatred, mass murder, religious intolerance,
ethnic based superiority movements, these will dominate all else, whether
openly proclaimed or subtly while double-thinkingly proclaiming to fight
against it, such as xenophobia in Russian nationalism and race in U.S.
politics.
8/27/06
3:27 pm
For better or for worse people learn how to behave from mimicking those
around them. I say for worse because much depends on how lucky you are
with those around you to imitate and shape your identity. Most cultures,
not the least of which my own, are pretty barbaric in what they optimistically
call a “culture” and their thought processes are so riddled with inconsistencies
and hypocrisy that it is a stretch to refer to it as “thinking” at
all.
Most people are controllable because somewhere down deep they are motivated
by a desire to survive, to have nice or pleasant things happen to them
at some point in the future, and to avoid or minimize the risk of very
very bad things happening to them which they are afraid of. None of that
means anything to me anymore, less than most before and non-existent now.
The only thing I that motivates me is to expose the truth before I die,
and the consequences of that are completely insignificant to my feelings
one way or another. Machine-like, yes, but in a good way and for a good
reason. The lies now are pervasive and completely self-destructive. Only
letting the truth out in a regulated but massive way which can begin to
enable people to see what they are doing and have done blindly and maliciously
through their unwatched and lawless governments transgressions of all its
own legal principles, precedents, and morality, that is the only thing
I live for and the sole motivation. All else is merely the road from here
to there.
That
how you feel is dependent on your ability to feel
To
see yourself or person as action only, not a body or what instigates that
action.
Thought
carrier wave signal, packet request, thoughts like radio programs, broadcast
and tuners.
8/31/06
5:45 am
Like
down(load?) for revised action plans through
circumstantial landscapes.
Body
= stress vessel
Positional
relationships above what is positioned including body and self. Same with
others capacity for and of interaction, more what they are
(positionally, relationally) than what physically they are.
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What
past created your present is more out of your control. What future you
choose as defining your present is all that you are interesting for, your
perceptions of them, and your preferences for them. They are not created
at some far-off time, they as past are a part of your present and a part
of you.
Final
sum consciousness track, looking back into components, part of all as each's
DNA is comprised of many disparate life forms further removed away from
you in time, yet all (those previous lives)
exist in you today as yours will continue with others distant
(from you) today, but will be equal together in another (person)
tomorrow.
Ohana
best possible future alternative, synthesis of Asia and West
Taking
what abilities and knowledge others freely give, not forcing, consciousness
savings bank.
GW
messed up for me a perfectly good lifetime of doing nothing out of the
way. I cannot really complain too much for he threatens to mess up several
billion other peoples plans as well.
More
in touch with the currents which created me and my life than most, expectations
and hopes on both sides.
Neither
A nor B- Pre-canned ways of thought dooms every country that cannot see
past their cultural blindness and limited debates based on limited ways
of thinking and viewing problems. If you are not growing politically, growing
more democratic and decentralized, (then)
you are dying, you just see the few on top and think your culture will
prevail. They will simply move their assets abroad as even formerly rich
countries become poorer and (their populations)
clean someone else's toilets and suffer abuse by them as they did to others
previously.
Where
Sakharov meets IZ- You do what is expected of you so you can do what you
wish or what you think is right, or do what is expected of you in a way
that is of your own choosing and style so that it is not so apart from
what you would have wanted to have done anyway, in sum or in total.
Insert
remind myself That
there is more that people do not know than what they do know, why that
is and isn't the case. There is what you are currently experiencing or
perceiving, what you can currently perceive or experience through remembering
and anticipating, and what you cannot currently experience as happening,
or having happened, or will or could be happening, and what you cannot
imagine or remember yet.
“If you stay, they will kill you.” Forced to play a rigged game, too many peoples' ultimate circumstances in life. The media purposely reduces people to caricatures they create and control, and if they stand against the media, or the party (or business interests) the represent, their caricatures take the form of propaganda monsters to rally the public to destroy them on their behalf. Not
all waves about to break can be seen from arising in and out of the past.
One must learn ways to see sideways in time from angles most cannot imagine
seeing from to gain insight into things as easily as those who look at
the past can connect that to other things that must happen in the future.
Things are predictable but not preordained, and the patterns are simple
but outside of most peoples' ways of perceiving and thinking about time.
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Sig
last- (refers to the last line of my Sig, “You
are at least as strong as whatever you choose to stand up to, and stronger
than whatever cannot make you afraid”)Your
life is or is framed by a set of expectations based upon past events you
use to frame expectations of future events, and how you think you will
deal with them when they might occur, and while they are occurring. Without
such expectations, consciousness does not exist and we could not function
in this world. Once you know your consciousness and attitudes (through
these set-up expectations pre-dating the events) are shaping your
reactions to this stimuli as much or more than the external events are,
you can begin to lose your fear and take control of your life if you lose
your fear of death and what others might do to you. That (fear)
too
is a part of your consciousness that only constrains your behavior to do
good if you fear doing so will make avenues of expectations and events
you are afraid of play out. When you lose your fear of potential negative
reactions of everything else in the world any and all others might do to
you for doing what you think is right, not for yourself but for others
(I know everyone thinks that all the time,
“I am really doing this for so and so or my children's future, etc. etc.”
but when it costs you more than anyone else and benefits you not in the
least, THAT doing things for others, no the hypocritical “I'm only doing
this for...” BS people use as an excuse
to get what they want), you literally surmount everything else that
could be for the power to keep you from doing and improving, what holds
you back, is simply fear of bad things (happening)
to yourself and those you love, to be tortured, killed, or harmed. That
is the only power others have over you and you enable it yourself.
Arrow of RCP 9/20/06
8:08 am
In
one single instant, my mind can grasp the most intricate of designs, entire
articles or books I or others might write either in detail chapter by chapter
and a general overview, or even greater detail. I can imagine instantly
chains of events involving many people (more experienced
than just thinking about something that could happen) which could
play itself out over years and sometimes live to see parts of them actually
did come to fruition exactly the same way. Imagination some might say.
But we all have it and we all use it and we all share in it. It is not
to know THE future, it is to have an idea what we or others might do with
just one future and because of those realizations, we have many possible
ones. (link to shattering time). In an instant
I can see many chunks with many details, yet none of them ever has to actually
happen, yet in some greater understanding of time than most have, all of
them will some “where” some “when” (the “”
are to show the lacking of a word to describe sideways time “places”
because we don't have a word for it yet). Even mutually exclusive
ones stand side by side in ways most don't see.
9/20/06
8:35 am
My
wills obstinance at finding one thing which defies it, refuses to yield,
locked outside my knowledge and potential until greater and greater expectations
for the future become locked in (the) struggle.
Descriptive of anythings value or self-destructiveness, the notion if in
power that all must yield, that in the pursuit of knowledge that all must
be known, at any and all cost because one thing or fact defies you and
remains forever out of reach. We all long to be challenged but we create
the hurdles we must climb because of that longing. The friction that is
created when we discover something exists to be had or known, and then
made to believe we cannot have or know it, or must do many things to reach
it, this creates all else and makes us all puppets. We may not create what
exists that we will want to know or possess, but we create the desire within
us to meet those ends and by doing so, create all the roads of events which
separate us from them. People manipulate others so completely and effectively
hands unseen simply by manipulating what people want,now a science, and
by doing so lay a claim over their very souls.
The
only 3 issues: Weapons (race) accelerations,
Black op psych programs, lack of government (systems)
9/24/06
10:12 am?
“Democracy”
used as a means for powers to overthrow regimes it does not like, then
once getting a foothold (when the party they wanted
wins) signs contracts turning over ownership to foreigners
(who backed them), makes “constitutions” (to
prevent this from being overturned) cementing the current “democratic”
system in place (quotes there because the whole point
is to make it impossible for people to change the system again),
usually rigged to disenfranchise most of the poor, usually most of the
people, from regaining power at the very least, or when they are “allowed”
to do so, they most certainly are not allowed to change such past “agreements”
or changing the constitution or the economic system of their country to
improve it for greater economic justice and limiting elite control over
the country against the US's wishes is considered an act of war
(to us). All well and good some may say, but most of these “agreements”
were signed by foreign imposed dictators and/or puppet regimes under occupation
or influence of foreign troops. No one in the US or most Western countries
would consider such “agreements” and “contracts” binding if imposed
upon them under similar circumstances. Imagine if the USSR conquered us,
had troops on our soil, appointed a leader for us who then sold to them
all our resources at bargain-basement prices for their own “puppet leaders”
personal bank accounts, set the rules for “elections” so that those
who oppose this and would want to overturn it could never win. Seeing that
would mean Americans could see the truth of what we expect from the rest
of the world, and that is one mirror, an non-propaganda anti-distortion
mirror too painful for many to dare gaze into.
Fearlessness
takes back power. Fear and complacency surrenders it.
What
I think of, what I am capable of knowing or writing is completely determined
(and
limited) by everything else going on in the world. Could I withdraw
forever, who knows what I could know? But if you interact, your actions,
your knowledge is determined by the interaction and what you and/or others
wish that interaction to be or to lead to. Of this I am not blind and can
plainly see how these currents running through us all line up to improve
the flow and how they are impeded, but eventually the clots are forced
up.
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9/27/06
11:50 pm
I
need not fulfill others expectations, the environment, nor deny them and
refute them as others can. I must surmount them. I cannot fight the environment,
I cannot deny what people in numbers think they have a right to expect,
however sheepishly those expectations were instilled, yet I can no longer
be bound by those expectations either. Too much to do and too little time.
I must break free without leaving, surpass without exceeding, accept others
views while spinning them so they do not limit my knowledge as much as
my actions. To know and accept the environment and the views of those within
it, limiting, confining, constricting, yet at the same time as internalizing
this into my own sense of understanding, doing it in a way in which I can
surmount it instead of just giving in, to be more than a product and tool
of ones world, but less than making ones world a product of oneself or
will.
10/5/06
12:03 pm
Time
creates a record or tape of events. Events when recalled shapes identity.
Identity is an imprint made by previous events to shape expectations and
control future events. Desire also influences future events. Controlling
remembered events and desires creates predictable future events, transforms
men and women into non-variables, predictable, controllable. Only imagination,
sudden new goals not based on or influenced by the real or supposed past
which creates identity, new interpretations of ways of implementing new
or previous goals, gives hope of humanity breaking free of entire structures
of society constantly studying and refining how to influence and control
them. Shatter past to build a better future. Begin anew today in hope.
10/5/06
12:22 pm
My
mind is no longer solely a product of past events which happened to me
alone nor recalled through exposure of knowledge of others life's events
alone, nor a product of instilled or inherent desires of, or for, or on
future events for myself or others to experience or make real. It is beginning
to gain traction on potential alone, potential which I or others can do
or experience or know and actualization need not occur before knowing and
being known. It is rubber meeting a much different and wider road, yet
still bound or revolving around in a sense what is most probable because
of knowing how identities are still dominating the mix. Expectations no
longer spin me in the same ways knowing other potentials and others' potentials
they do not and in one lifetime, most will or still cannot.
10:5/06
2:55 pm
The
government's way of spinning things, myself as an example, works because
they can limit people's exposure to selective facts which creates interpretations
in the direction they choose. The ability to control which “facts”
are known destroys any objective attempts at hearing the truth of anything
anymore so long as such a government manipulates what is known by hoarding
relevant facts which are uncomfortable, and things they have done and continue
to do without legal justifications.
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10/8/06
2:04 am
Are
not all things which we come to believe not things which we have a propensity
toward believing? If not known beforehand but created instant relativism
to presupposed pasts.
Hanging
around to get a simple answer long enough to watch the world begin to tear
itself apart, as if my having been dead would have made a difference. I
know too much to buy into that crap even as other religious shit gets dug
up for no logical point whatsoever other than making bad people more rich
a few times longer. I am not like them, just unresolved and not willing
to let it end that way. Ok, probably makes sense then. Exert or leave.
Sucks.
10/10/06
1:21 am
Self-fulfilling
aspect of questions, if you want to know something you must have some idea
about what it is and what you would experience leading up to and after
knowing. The question and answers are bound, arise together, and are outside
of linear causation.
10/12/06
3:05 am
For
some reason I always focus on a period a few generations from now. It really
is as pointless and arbitrary as my own time. It is near enough to know,
familiar enough to relate to, yet it is a matter of choice or preference
according to who or what may happen at that time. We have to focus on a
future to work towards, either within our own time or usually near enough
to it where we can connect to each other as relevant, our aspirations to
their sense of history. Your death or the destruction of civilization or
of humanity are just arbitrary lines in the sand to give what came before
them perspective via one end, which is not always as sole and definitive
as it seems when seeing time's larger canvas.
10/13/06
11:28 am
Because
I tried I sort of failed and also did not. The only way to really fail
is not to try. The effects of attempt are beyond my understanding at the
moment and hopefully are not as fruitless as things seem today. The future
seems more fluid and changeable, and that is good, as events begin to take
a new shape.
Stalin
or Bush? (Quotes)
10/13/06
9:55 pm
I'm
capable on a fairly regular basis of looking at the littlest things in
life or culture from perspectives most never have or will consider, not
only due to rapidity and constant wish to alter and improve how I look
at things continually, but because I am capable with each new person I
am exposed to how they think, coming up with new mixes and new outside
perspectives on both as well. Never settle for internal perspectives on
how you or they see things but how someone different than you both would
see you both judging and misjudging interacting with each other. All of
life and beliefs are interactive, using time and continually changing via
interacting with other people. Even staticism is a form of change and action,
that of trying to hold back the inevitable.
10/15/06
1:26 am
Because
I am me, I recognize the right of no one to tell me what I ought not to
know. It used to be my government on paper said no one had the right to
control another's access to knowledge and by doing so, control them. Oh
how far the mighty have fallen!
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People trying to play me and
others expectations for what I might do is like riding a big wave. It has
gotten so big that I cannot do anything now except try to stay ahead of
it and steer as best I can, and try to have a good time while doing so.
The wave has taken me places I wanted to go, enabled me to do things that
needed doing, and when I was not afraid or intimidated by things on the
periphery which never really matter, I did indeed have a hell of a good
time. I see now the wave enabled me to be and that my only existence is
when riding it, and was meant to, and never really had any choice. Existence
is part and parcel of expectations. Whose is always the question as well
as who is really playing who. If you think you are the one in control,
ask yourself, who made the wave you are riding? I can trace mine back to
before I was born into many different peoples lives to see how it had to
come together if at all, and even with that hindsight and foresight into
others waves source, I know the events I ride, that knowledge cannot change
them and for all the “power” others have, they are helplessly trapped
on their own waves of events. At least I was afforded a “top down”
look at the sea or wave machine others unfortunately did not have. Anguish
and lack of understanding are my only real complaint about this Universe,and
have tried to give comfort through knowledge as best I could.
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Inverse 3D mirrors What people knew and when
they learned it.
11/11/2006 11:55 pm
11/12/2006 12:00 am
11/21/2006 1:46 am
11/21/2006 2:00-2:30 am
?
11/21/2006
11/22/2006 5:15 am
11/24/2006 7:21 am
(drawing of two cones together with where they meet a 2d plane representing a 3D plane, “begin” at one cone point, “end” at other cone point, arrows around it and the word “inverse”) 11/28/2006 6:50 am
Pong? on ball, curved environment playing fields. Measuring and plotting curvature of curved 4D spacetimes in 5D, anti-curvature arcs outside (of 4D models). Neither cause nor cure of others suffering 1:10 am (late
December)
6:17 am
(probably same day around Dec 19)
12/24/2006 9:45 pm
Inverting environment of biological beings, seeing (it?) an extension of themselves as ranges to interact with and build concepts of themselves through (the external events located in the environment, not their “person”), a part (the components in the environment and events of interaction with them) of each (person, consciousness) to swim through as a fish and ocean are united to us from outside of both (outside the ocean, or the fishes environments) . Each part, fish, ocean, reacts to the movements of the other (fish make waves, must adjust to ocean's currents). Choices are all that is unpredictable, whims and wills and how they mix (with the environments and how they are created by it). U-bend magnets, smooth transitions bending to inversions in polarity intertwined. Asisfour's 3D Hangover Hallucination: Doing the space warp again, perpendicular style. (key to inversion explanation circles in/out and balls at front and antipoles and outside 3D space is (as?) relational. 12/26/2006 8:10 am
12/26/2006 2:25 pm
?
12/26/2006 9:41 pm
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12/28/2006 7:55 am
1/4/2007 12:34 (am?)
1/5/2007 3:45 am
1/5/2007 3:50 am
1?/16/07 12:41 am
1/23/2007 8:34 am
1/23/2007
EU and “losing” Iraq Non-interference by definition not right. Those who choose to interfere. 1/27/07 3:36 am
2nd church (commission), (who must) ask for 2/17/07 12:40 am
2/17/07 4:15 am
2/22/07 12:54 am
2/24/07 12:16 pm
Post:Ascension 4 years after 2/24/07 3/5/07 6:00 am
3/5/07 6:15 am
3/5/07 6:35 am
Post:Hawaii, my Natural Environment, the Perfect Environment, and Reset Points
3/18/07
Post:Warnings are good, threats are bad, unless the same thing 3/22/07 Post:Rays of light, but before the dawn or darkness? 3/22/07 3/30/07 12:00 am
3/31/07 11:25 pm
Hawaii, Christianity, hostile takeovers, poison pill cultures TV technologically inferior to reading Ease, percent of difference, 0-1%, 50-51%, or 99-100%, lethargy or ball moving, or nearing completion, slowing or aiming beyond mark (100%) Post :Without truth ammo, smear them with 'friends' who are their shrinks 4/4/07 Moving forward in perception through the pasts of others embodied in them and in the environment, books, films, objects of art, manufactured goods, etc., created by them, brought to you by others for future events of your life to interact and resonate with, creating your future built upon the pasts of others as your future events, from another point of view, are already the pavement others will have moved through to define themselves by (and through your own past as well, through all moments previous anticipation of and wishes for your present to give perspective and meaning to them) TR Post: Wordplay- TruthRevival.org's First Post 4/6/07 4/09/07 8:00 am
4/11/07 9:45 am
TR
Post:
The
No Maas Moment Approacheth for the Washington Press Corps 4/14/07 10:10 am
Post:
My
New Dodeca-Toy and How It Potentially Aligns My Futures and Past 4/16/07 3:24 am
4/20/07 12:25 pm
4/22/07 9:45 am
TR Post: Little time to write for now, not the Dalai Lama post 4/27/07
5/2/07 4:58 am
5/2/07 12:07
TR Post: The Power and the Mana: Repression Vs. Human Spirit 5/2/07 I have stressed many times the need for people to think in terms of 4 or more dimensions. To me, this is self-evident. Those with sight (eyesight) tend to think in terms of "things" and of this "thing world" (Universe) and "thing beings." Geometry and how "things" are constructed is key to (understanding what lies behind) this type of thinking. But the experienced world goes far beyond 3 physical dimensions. Atoms are a quintessential 4 or more dimensional “object.” Only through 4 or more dimensions can electrons “movements” through “non-space” between orbits be adequately explained other than the standard non-explanation, which may as well just call it magical. Also, the interaction between time and movement (electrons) requires multi-dimensional thinking without getting into observer/observed paradoxes. Yet consciousness trumps them all requiring many more dimensions to try to explain what it is and how it functions, defying time, even at times causation. It seems unlikely that humanity will ever be able to explain all of the implications of this and better understand what Universe we inhabit and how it functions while all of science is ultimately subordinated and subservient to the military for “strategic” advantages, especially in trying to understand the mind, for such studies and insights are always joined hand in hand with how to control it. Our aggressive nature and incapacity to pursue a global means to eliminate such mechanisms for controlling thought and progress, seemingly dooms us from finding definite answers about ourselves, our minds, and our worlds, and keeps those professing the most ignorant, ideologically-based close-minded approaches firmly in power, seemingly indefinitely.It is no accident ideologues seek to control and harness the military, for it alone has the means to suppress proving them wrong by eliminating research, suppressing facts, and vanishing or breaking or silencing proponents of alternative types of thinking or means of lessening the ever-growing “restraint” of the thinking processes of “free” men and women. Post:(The above paragraph was also posted to my Jareddubois.com blog the same day as...) Atoms, consciousness, and military control 5/3/07 Post: The best failure I can be- Beyond words there are shapes hinting at what can't be said outright 5/15/07 Post: Not down and out yet, and the perils of mile high blogging 5/16/07 TR Post: Fearlessness, Courage, Weakness and Strength 5/17/07 TR
Post:
Flashing the Future Institutionally: Part
1, Aqua-Ban
5/21/07
TR
Post:
Torturing
Color
Coded Terror Mice
5/23/07
Corporations as private governments with private police forces and private intelligence services and now private armies if/when necessary. The government ones are merely training ground for more lucrative “private” ones which require (the) influence of it (government) to keep these private ones legal and in control (the means of which by) through “after government (service)” job offers. What was considered “decentralization” (now instead) through growth and mergers has led to mini-economic dictatorships (within nations borders) with their own laws, ability to write nations laws, and above all else, to keep every nation, especially the “most powerful one”, crippled from developing an economic plan of international scope to regulate them. Eventually all “legitimate” governments risk obsolescence as they are too much grounded to have to operate in the open. When (corporate “governments” or entities) are linked to intelligence agencies, they truly are untouchable and everything they do is unquestionable and every criminal act of business, trafficking, or murder is “legal.” TR
Post:
Empire Needs Redefinition & Transmutation,
Not Dangerous Collapse 5/25/07 1:20 pm
5/25/07 1:28 pm
5/25/07 1:31 pm
Post: Outsiders Looking In, Sarkocrats, Russian Arks, and my Ark 5/31/07 TR
Post:No
Mercy: The Cheney Bush War Generation Graduates
6
6/3/07 4:52 am
TR
Post:
For Two Soldiers
6/7/07
TR
Post:Paul
Craig Roberts Unglued: Dems Monster Too
6/9/07
TR
Post:What
We Factually Stand For Now Like It Or Not, Face Up To It
6/13/07
Post:
Politically
dimensional and positively more and less pointless
6/14/07 TR
Post:Kangaroo
Congress in Contempt: Decider alone "shall" be "serious"
7/28/07
TR
Post:The
World We Inherited, The World We Will Leave Behind
9/4/07
TR
Post:New
"Preferred Citizen Card" Program! Its Shiny! Its New! Its Way MORE Cool!!!
9/27/07
Post:
Hazy
beginnings, Abrupt Ends, Dreams Overshadowing, and Concentrated Notes
10/9/07
TR
Post:Bike
Me: Fat-Bottomed Girls You Make the Rockin' World Go Round
TR
Post:The
Rise of the Peacemakers
10/15/07
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